Lincoln Jude

 "If I have a monument in this world, it is my son"

Oh, how true this quote is!! I never knew what a joy raising a boy would be. Every morning I am greeted with a tight squeeze, held extra long... it is the best part of my days with you. 

Lincoln is my charmer of the group, the long lashed- blue eyed lover in our lives. 

He was the baby I didn't know what to do with... I knew how to love him so naturally- but other than that- what do I do with a boy??  Well three years in, and I am smitten by this perfect little person. Amazed by his  love for his mom, and sisters. Impressed by his ability to be so gentle with baby Jonah. Proud to see him wait for Todd with excitement in his step; ready to tackle him through the door. 

Linc, I am renewed with each day I'm with you, every kiss you give me, and the way you remind me to live. You simply want to be loved- and baby, that you are.  

My little Rosie

To say you are "spirited" does not give your spunk any justice.

You are my Treasure.

You, Maya Rose, the baby I held in my arms 5.5 years ago, weighing 5.5lbs ~ Came into my life August 21,2007 and today you continue to make a remarkable impression in my world.  

You have brought my soul to life; Waking me up to the simple joys I don't always slow down to notice.  Impromptu (usually solo) Flash Mobs Performances, Barbie Dream House Playing, much needed cuddling time, a story at the end of a long day, those blue eyes asking me for a braid in your hair to help you sleep... The Simple Joys that I will try my hardest to cling to when you are no longer needing my help. 

Seeing the love your heart holds has been a beautiful experience.  It has been open to acceptance and forgiveness, never compromised with the addition of another brother. You have handled Jonah with so much grace, patience and kindness that will teach him to grow in all of the precious qualities you embody.

 I hope you always know that second born never means second best...

Thank You for colorfully painting my world my love. 

To My First Love

Up until the moment of having Liliana, I was a college student in love and enjoying the friendships I have always known.  To have thought of one thing in my life that had given me so much joy was probably hard to do. And then June 21, 2005 happened. Holding her in my arms for the first time was the tipping point of my life. It was that one moment, 7 years 7 months and 22 days ago that I knew what I was meant to do in this world. I was made a mother in one day- what a privilege it has been to nurture and love such a sweet little girl who has made me "mom".  her mom, her example, her friend someday.  She looks to me for so much guidance, and acceptance. Little does she know that she is my hero, she saved me, and has my heart captive in her little hands. 

Thank you to my first baby. My intelligent, compassionate Liliana Grace.